July 2010
9 posts
Weigh in 7/6/10
I lost another 5 lbs this week. Down to 419.5. I am down a total of 33.5 lbs so far.
My goal is to be under 400 by August 1st.
Slow and steady wins the race…but patience is not one of my strong points.
“You might not believe in yourself, but I believe in you.”
– Me talking to myself
so hungry
I feel like my stomach is sucking up against my spine. SO HUNGRY SO HUNGRY SO HUNGRY SO HUNGRY ARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!
I definitely need to cook something that is going to take a while tonight. I’m going to eat about 6:30…then take a walk over to Wilson Farms around 7. I want to pick up a couple of cheap cigars. I think I’m going to watch Hell’s Kitchen online and smoke...
I forgot my cell phone at home today. I had a lot of important collections calls to ignore today. D’oh!
Sandals
We did a family vacation to Cancun in April 2008. The airplane lost one of our bags, that just happened to have my sneakers/sandles in it. So all that I had to wear were a bunch of shorts and dress shoes (I wore on the airplane for some reason). I went to the gift shop and bought some sandals for about $30. My ex-wife and I got in a big fight about it…and it pretty much kicked off a...
I was going to laundry tonight, but am being a lazy ass and waiting until Saturday. I can take the kids to the park then while I do it I guess. I thought I had to do it tonight but I literally found a clean work shirt on the floor. That is pathetic.
The 100 Greatest Movie Insults of All Time →
“Take this quarter, go downtown, and have a rat gnaw that thing off of your face.”
Stuck on survive
I am really lonely, but scared to death of ever being in another relationship. I just want someone to care about me. It just seems like when you talk to other people they just don’t really care…they are just waiting for their turn to talk. I want someone to want me. To care about what happened with me.
My awareness level is too high. Sometimes I wish I was just a blissfull idiot...
June 2010
17 posts
“I brought down the sky for you but all you did was shrug”
Blackberry
I hate getting emails on my Blackberry. I already know today is going to SUCK based on the emails. Argh!
Mike Posner - Cooler Than Me →
GOD I hate VEVO on Youtube
Patrick Stump
Patrick Stump got super skinny…and his music (based on the really crappy quality version I saw online) really kind of sucks. Very disappointing. Bring back FOB.
my car
It does not matter how long I stare out the window at my car. I will not magically know what is wrong with it.
Bacon is good for me →
“Because without the bitter, baby, the sweet ain’t as sweet.”
Weigh in
I lost 6.5 pounds this week!
6/29: 424.5
6/22: 431.0
6/15: 436.0
6/8: 441.0
6/1 (Start): 453.0
Lost 28.5 lbs so far (about 6.3% of my start weight).
A LONG way to go…but I am feeling really good about this. I really believe I can do this for once. I just need to add in some exercise. I took a couple of good walks…but I need to ride that bike!
C.R.E.A.M.
cash rules everything around me
Kid Cudi - Pursuit of Happiness →
I love this song.
my life
My life is a giant hot mess right now. I decided to start this page rather than become an hero. We will see how it goes. I just need a place to write out my thoughts and try to figure things out. Somewhere I can be honest.
I know my problems. Rather than write a ton of detail about them for you, gentle reader, I will just list them out and you can go fuck yourself if you don’t like...